And there's no escaping                   the thing that is making its home in your radio.

I can't wait until my iPod gets here because then I get to listen to music constantly.

And that will be amazing.

Edit

Katrina is my new best friend, because of her I now own "Stars Too Small To Use."

Also. Last night I dreamt my iPod came, but it was white and not the black I ordered.

Currently Listening Winged Life By Shearwater see related

California is lonely without Tam, even if I never saw her. It was just KNOWING that my dearest sociopath was enduring family vacations in the hippie state with me! And now I'm here all     by     my(   ?   )self.

My brother gave me a shearwater cd for Christmas I think it is one of the most beautiful things I've ever heard. And that kills me a little because I know I'll probably be alone in this thinking.
Because art is personal, and no matter how much I want others to hear what I hear they won't. They aren't me, they aren't in the same place as me (emotionally, physically, mentally), and they don't have my ears (heart).

But that doesn't mean I'm not going to obsess over it and call you stupid for not liking it. Because I will.

"Once I saw my face in a bathroom mirror, and I didn't know that I was here, but I knew my eyes and I knew my hands; I knew God would now listen to all my demands. And the clouds opened up and God interrupted the earth (stopped dying and stopped giving birth). And when I came to on a cold wood floor, I didn't feel so good anymore."

If you're interested, all their lyrics are amazing.

" 'I suppose - you are not going to live with me - long, are you, Angel?' she asked, the sunk corners of her mouth betraying how purely mechanical were the means by which she retained that expression of chastened calm upon her face."

Oh! My heart! I fear it will not make it through the rest of this book.

It won't stop raining in Californy. I want to go shopping in Berkeley and visit all the book stores and that one really awesome music store that had Okkervil River, even though I own all their CDs (except Stars too Small to Use.  ), the point is that Rasputin Music (The "awesome music store") has a lot of good music.

I guess that's all.

Oh, well and this.

"I've never lost someone I cared for so deeply before.
Shitty, really shitty."

"I knew they had to be getting off at LA because they were just that stupid."

"Hey! These olives fit on my fingers!"
"Well, I got them extra large because I figured you've grown a little."